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Writer's Block: Like a rolling stone
me
powermetalhead
ronnie james dio and ritchie blackmore most definatley

Rest In Peace Ronnie James Dio
me
powermetalhead



Long lIve Rock and Roll

Long Live Heavy Metal

LONG LIVE RONNIE JAMES DIO

Writer's Block: Daydream believer
me
powermetalhead
If you could choose to control your dreams, would you? If so, what would you dream about?


I would dream of an answer to my problems, I would dream of life upon the stage so many metal gods have grace before us. I would dream of writing a song that would make me legendary

Heres A poem I wrote
me
powermetalhead
I hold my hand out to you
Wanting you to hear me
Calling to you in the Darkness
Where Did you go?
Where are you know
Yesterday you were here
Leading me through this disease
Helping me through those painful years
Where the only thought I had
were thoughts of suicide
And Where'd you run to
When you couldn't handle it anymore
Into the arms of another Girl
Someone stable, someone smart
Did I ever mean that much to you?
Or was I just your latest pity case
Were you ever my friend
Or just a soul
Feeling a bit of sympathy
I'm still holding out my hand to you
All I feel is the empty
Air spreading away
Was it a dream
Another lie
Of you saying the old line
"Best Friends Forever"
I try to call
Try to get a sign
Of something I wish for
I've been fading away
You probably haven't noticed
Those darkened thought
We fought so hard to defeat
Aren't really gone
This new girl, right?
You thought she was my friend
Are you so blinded to the fact
That she glares at me with utter hatred
You ran to her
When I said things that came out wrong
You always had me
Saying sorry,
Please forgive me
Just to stick around
I'm being pushed away
Cause she is lucky enough
To have her sanity in check
She hasn't been through enough shit
To even comprehend
How messed up I am
She puts on an act
Saying I'M the enemy
I'm losing the best friend I ever had
Because somehow
She's what you need
For awhile I stuck by
Forging a smile
Whilst inside Tears rage like rain
I'm still around
Bewildered by how
Quickly I was replaced
Where does the story end
With her at you side
and me out of the way
I'm forever loyal
Forever your friend
While she's a passing light
While you're with her
In your own little world
Unnatural things beg me to start again
I don't tell you about it
I've seen where that has gotten me
Nothing but a slap in the face
Or a cruel laugh
You say I'm too wrapped up
In the words I right
My own 'demented' problems
My fault you found her
If you knew the real truth
You'd understand
I'm still wondering
Why she's so special;
Where was I when you two made plans
For your best friends to get together
Never told me a word of it
I was battling my demons with a blade
Yeah Its Starting again Katie
It hurts to watch you
Favor her over your oldest friend
She sits on your lap, high and mighty
Pure contempt in her eyes
Seriously answer me this
Am I just here to
Keep your goddamned secret safe
Tell me why
She's so damned perfect
I'm still crying at night
Maybe I'll get over this
I should let you go
But I can’t seem to bear
Losing my friend
The one who saved me from death himself
I'm hoping for
Some kind of miracle in The Bookends
Most of the time
I have to run away
But it always comes back
I'm taking a one way trip
Back to the beginning
Seemingly so long ago
I barely remember the start of our friendship
Where you took me out of the storm
Unwittingly I'm back
In it
Only this time I can't escape the thunder
If I can still reach out to you Ms. Smith
I can defeat the shadows
I can give away the blade
Before it all fades away

Heres a song I wrote
me
powermetalhead
You have been a victim of another game
How does it feel
To have your memory
Stained in these words
Still knowing that you
Makes me want to scar you
So forget about last year
And live in the next
Because after this page is filled
You'll be gone

So Swallow your pride
Because I'm worth it
Swallow your pain
Because you're broken
Swallow your love
Because you're lonely
Swallow your tears
Because you're crazy
So Swallow your pride

You never wanted it
To be like this
You're mother's pride and joy
Daddy's little angel
You lived in your own perfect part
Of your own little world
You thought you were in love
But it was just blinded
Wrote a verse to her
Thought it would earn your place
In her Mind
You're apart of a town
Where she wants you gone

So Swallow your pride
Because I'm worth it
Swallow your pain
Because you're broken
Swallow your love
Because you're lonely
Swallow your tears
Because you're crazy
So Swallow your pride
Now you're another chapter
In A Romance story
It was all in your head
You took your loveLike a last meal
Trying to make it last
You were beaten down
By an even Harsher reality
But you took it
With your head held high
Someday maybe
You'll find another one
So C'MON STOP YOUR CRYING
You shouldn't be 'in tears'
We both know there's blood on your hands
And too much rage in the air

So Swallow your pride
Because I'm worth it
Swallow your pain
Because you're broken
Swallow your love
Because you're lonely
Swallow your tears
Because you're crazy
So Swallow your pride

Tell me what you're thinking why?
Tell me why
Tell me what you're thinking tell me what you're talking about

So Swallow your pride
Because I'm worth it
Swallow your pain
Because you're broken
Swallow your love
Because you're lonely
Swallow your tears
Because you're crazy
So Swallow your pride

Hello humans
me
powermetalhead
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